Everything Has A Time

When we last left our fearless leader he was in the grasp of coping with being an adult. You've seen his adventures before, they are neither new or old but a repeat of past endeavors that were never fully solved because of his incapabilities to mature, grow, or even understand why things happen for a reason. This week our hero finally breaks his silence and the typical mold after cataclismic events in his young and endearing life.

They life is all a stage, or something like that. Well I sometimes wonder act my life is in as far as the clear sequence of events that unfold and this past month has never been a more prominent example of that. I won't go into details or the full blown experience but suffice to say the phrase "losing a best friend," is an understatement. When life couldn't get more confusing I lose my source of sanity to an extent. It's been very hard to process everything I have been feeling but needless to say I have an empty void that is never going to be filled and I have basically stayed quiet about what I normally talk about because well I don't have my listener in the room anymore. I'm not a different person in that I'm still happy go lucky me but I am missing the outer shell I had for the first 21 years of my life and it's hard to glue everything back together.

Right now I'm just trying to get back on track, finishing this semester up right and doing well in my classes and then moving onto my senior year. When I have the time I will update on other things but for now I wanted to let everyone know that it's okay not to be fine but I'm fine for the most part.